Velvet & Sins: An MMF Dark Romance by L.K. Reid

Author:L.K. Reid [Reid, L.K.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-05-25T16:00:00+00:00

11

EVELYN

I haven’t been able to move away from the spot on my bed since Cillian left, and when he didn’t return back home last night, I realized how fucked up it was craving someone I’ve just met like this. I needed his soft smile, the sadness in his eyes, the way he held me and the way he needed me, and the moment all those thoughts came through my mind, I fucking hated myself because it felt as if I was using him to erase my own thoughts.

We were both fucked up in our own ways, maybe him more than me, but I needed him to forget the night that I could never erase from my mind.

What I hated the most was the fact that I cared about him. God, I cared about a man who was probably a murderer, a monster in its own name, and I couldn’t fight it. The way he clung to me, the way he called out my name when we hid inside his room, only the two of us, it all called to the dark parts of my soul I rarely let out to play. My mom always told me I often went for the broken ones because I recognized in them what I always carried deep inside my heart.

And Cillian—he was a man on the brink of falling apart, and I wanted to bring him back to life. I did it as well. I saw light in those whiskey eyes as he fell apart for me, as we both reached the high we craved.

And now he wasn’t here.

He'd left me all alone, doing God knows what, and I would be lying if I said that I didn’t hate it more than I should. I should’ve been happy, figuring out a way to get out of here, but I didn’t want to leave. I wanted to belong to him, to Christian who fucking pissed me off with his little display yesterday.

I smiled when I remembered the jealousy shining through his eyes, and I had a feeling that Cillian had no idea what his friend felt for him. I also had a feeling that it wasn’t one sided, and while it should’ve scared me, it made me feel alive, being there with the two of them. I wanted Cillian to be happy, to be sated, to get what he so desperately needed, and me? Well, I wanted them both in my bed, in my life, no matter how fucked up it all sounded.

It was fast, this attraction I harbored, but I didn’t want to fight it. I just wanted them both back so that I could tell them I wasn’t going anywhere even if they wanted me gone.

But Cillian wasn’t here and neither was Christian, and I hated the needy parts of me that wanted to wrap around both of them, trapping them in this room from where I never wanted to leave.

I pulled myself up from the bed, still wearing Cillian’s shirt, and looked at the gray skies above Velvet City.

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